Probably My Last Letter to You

To the person I considered my soulmate,,

   When you came into my life,
       I told myself I would love
         you and never gonna hurt you...

   You were my best friend,
        my love,
           my everything...

   till 1 day, you came and said,
        "Im sick, Im afraid
     I cant stay with you
            any longer..."

   I refuse 2 believe you at first,
       but when i saw those
          tears fell down 
             your cheeks,

   it spelled out the truth about
     how you really felt inside.
          you were deeply hurt,
              nah, I know...
           I was hurt too...

   you cant even look straight
  into my eyes when you said,

          "it was too late!"


My life changed 
  at that very moment...
    I just found myself
       on bended knees
            yelling...Why??

   i was down, completely...
    but i had to be strong
                 for you...
           at your worst...
             I was there...

   until the day came for 
  for us to say goodbye...
     I knew it, but I just
         cant accept it...   

            if only I knew
   that was the last time,
   I should have held you
        and never let go.

the kiss, the whisper, and embrace...
                  it was the last,... 
                 I can feel your arms
               falling down slowly...
                  I know you're gone.

   I always thought our love was 
        enough for us to last...
          it was a sad ending...
               its God's will...

   I know youre happy now
      Wherever you are...
        and me, here I am
     hurting...
                broken...


     those days,
its all gone now...
     how can I forget?
 how can I start over
       once again...??

   I know I cant get you back,
     and I wont be seeing you
     for the rest of my life.

   this has been the longest 
          year of my life...
    the most painfull time
               I ever had...

the sadness of the night brings
          back the days we had,
     the time you let go of me,
                and the moment
           I surrendered you...

   even silence reminds me
      of all the sorrow...
          the pain...
       and my
           hopelessness...

   let me suffer in silence,
        till I get over you.
   Slowly, I will let you go
           and I will be me
              Once again...