Forgive but Dont Forget

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother; for those were some of the best times of my life,,

AS i sit and wonder, wonder why, why i really want to die ? I think its cuz of what she did and how i jst want 2 get rid, of all those memmories that she left me with. Its not that easy 2 explain I just cant seem to get rid of this pain !

It's like a secret deep inside, One that i have learnt to hide, You people,, you will never see, This darkest fear inside of me, I dream all day to carve away, No help comes from what you say, Inside me there's a deepest hate, It seems this is to be my fate, While i gladly slip away, I hope to leave you better days.

Love has broken me... Im dying inside... My heart's now black... Eyes red from the tears I've cried... Im shattered into a million pieces... All over the floor... Probably have to end this life.... To not to cry NO MORE!!!!